Saturday, 9 October 2010

Full Moon Anger!

Moon-time misery has barely figured
apart from twice
when pmt occurred at full moon...

a few hours clouded by anger
an inexplicable rage
at what? i don't know
but i haven't had this before
a build up of pressure
like steam waiting to explode...
not like me.


22 september, 05:40

and of course it did.
explode.
and it went.
the red mist subsided 
and everything softened


23 september, 05:58




but... a conversation with someone 
mired in misery, depression & anger
who seeks my attention
but chooses not to be helped

he has exploded
towards others at work
a long time problem
of anger he can't contain



25 september, 06:23

clarity. 
i think.

it is not the first time i have experienced 
the pain, the feelings
of others
but usually i recognise what is not mine

as my body moves towards menopause
 much is written about 
mood swings & scattered emotions
perhaps this expectation clouded my view
i overlooked the signs

perhaps some of the emotional swings
are due to an increased sensitivity
which for me 
seem to be at full or new moon

lessons to embrace
not fear
in order to don
the mantle of wise-woman

1 comment:

ari said...

have been thinking about this.. will come back to it..

{{{hugs}}}